Celebrity Suicides

I've done some research on this topic tonight. I find it hard to find rationalization why some of these people leave their families behind while having all this success throughout life. From Anthony Bourdain, Chester Bennington, Isaac Kappy, Bill Zeller, Chris Cornell, Robin Williams, Avicii, John McCaffe and the recent Hayden Panettiere.

I'm not trying to minimize actual depression and that could be the cause for some of these but I want to discuss the reason for the depression.

My depression comes from being abused as a kid, drugs, gangs and my overall upbringing. But nothing clouds my life more than learning about the reality of our world where powerful people are often abusers to minors. I think this is subconsciously the root of most peoples depression. They know they are being exploited in nefarious ways.. just giving 60% of our earnings to greedy people is a conservative perspective of the cause of so many peoples depression. Learning about their behavior compounds it.

Bill Zeller created MyTunes and died by suicide. His death note left behind describes a history of being molested at a young age. Saying how it turned him into a monster and he didn't want to hurt anyone. I can totally rationalize with this explanation. Same with Chester Bennington to a degree.

But why hanging. These guys could afford all sorts of easier methods including euthanasia from a physician or just copius amounts of drugs. Chester left behind a beautiful family of 6 children and his wife. Chris Cornell left behind 3 including a beautiful daughter named Toni who has done philanthropy with child abuse recently.

I refuse to believe Isaac Kappy died by suicide. I watched his periscope live videos leading up to his death. He knew his time was coming to an end and he was signing like a bird. Exposing the underbelly of Hollywood. But he also disclosed that he was implicated in some heinous shit that he didn't want to elaborate. You could tell the look in his eyes that it was something that you can't ever come back from.

If these guys died by suicide because of depression, I think it's possible they were the abusers, whether it was willingly or not, maybe their handlers give them the keys to success as long as they give them something in return as insurance. I don't want to elaborate on that any further because it's just speculation. But it's rationalization on why they wouldn't be able to live in their skin anymore. Just listening to the song crawling in my skin lyrics leaves a ton to interpret.

"Against my will I stand beside my own reflection. It's haunting." 🎶

His reflection is a proud father and one the most succesful modern rock bands. Unless someone made him do something at the threat of losing his family. I think this powerful blackmail exists because people will do almost anything to save their families.

People say they were forming a coup to take down these monsters but creating a documentary that exposes the deep states agenda to the public is something that would be hard to actually produce and find a network to actually promote the video. It would be on bitchute if it did get released. Seems silly to me and very sloppy. Who knows where or why that rumour exists. 4chan theory I'm guessing to rationalize their deaths.

To summarize my rationalizations is that these suicides happen because they either have been blackmailed or coerced into doing some diabolical or they couldn't overcome the abuse as children, while also learning about the dark side of our world. Or just straight up murdered and framed as suicide.

But the underlying reason for the depression stems from sexual abuse in some form or another. Which is another topic because that has a strong psychological effect on the development children. Exposure to trauma at a young age can prevent important brain development. Possibly to create an easier product to manipulate from a Hollywood viewpoint. I think this research is where we will find the most answers.

The world would be a lot better with these people in it. People think suicide means closure and no need to look further but that's too convenient for evil to prevail. A light will always be shining on corruption as long as myself and so many others here are alive.